the little things-

YAHOO :D

2009-11-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

This is what Aaron & I have been talking about on facebook in the past 10 mins:

Aaron

GO AWAY LAH

10:29pmLin

10:29pmAaron

POP

10:29pmLin

10:29pmAaron

POP

10:29pmLin

lol

GO DIE

Do we have a life, or what?

During camp i realised that we were quite old alrd & I cannot run anymore omg -.-

The best damned thing.

2009-10-23T23:30:00.004+08:00

I need to say sth here or else Aaron will feel "fan gan" -.-

Hi world, meet Oreo & Hershey (No brainer who is who -.-)(in case you have sth to say bout the cheesy names I've alrd heard it over a zillion times and besides they respond to it)(when you wave food in their face la)

They eat everything from hay to foam. And for some unknown reason they hate my brother. :D

They're damn heavy and have ugly yucky feet but just don't look at them (:

If you want to say sth mean about them I've alrd heard the worst like

"Woah I thought you took a photo of your featherduster" and

"Overweight chipmunks must die" and my personal favourite,

"Where did you get this type of hamsters?"

SO SHUT UP.

I realised I'm actually a stalker cuz I have many of Ris Low's URLs )<

So anw I'm here to make Aaron not "fan gan" :D

I vow to turn over a new leaf & I'm gna take drum lessons to act cool.

Contrary to popular belief, I am not act shy. I am shy.

And I can't sing "love song" -.-

But you didn't need to know that.

Anzu & I watched Perfume and it was LOL

"If his nose so good right, won't he pass out everytime he shits cuz it'll be like a hundred times more smelly for him?"

I am happy (:

"Got my dreams, got my life, got my love,

got my friends, got the sunshine above,

why make it hard on myself when there's so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy"

-Happy quote from happy song, "Happy". [:

DRAMACAMP MOREGUINEAPIGS WORKSHOP DOG LAPPIE CHALET CHRISTMAS JAPAN AMATH -.- 2012 PARANORMALACTIVITY AWESOMESHIZ ITFAIR KBOX SHOPPING XMASLIGHTS[: PRESENTS SLEEPINGLATE HOMEWORK READINGHAIR YY(:

All my broken things

2009-09-30T20:10:00.002+08:00

I've been feeling a lot of guilt these days.
I'm sorry to many people, for many different things.
It's bad.
I wonder how many people I've let down, how I've always promised to be there, then drifted away and continued living my own life happily while bad things happen to them, and only hear about it when other people ask me what happened, because I'm supposed to know. Because we're friends. And I should've known.
But I didn't.
I guessed I've always expected people to come to me themselves and confiding rather than probing and asking repeatedly, like a real friend would.
Everytime I read about you and your life I feel like such a failure because you're sad and I don't know why.
When I see you cry I don't even know why, what to do or what to say.
I can't ask about anything because I don't know anything at all.
I had nothing to say to you and even though I had tons of questions to ask you didn't need them.
And you didn't need me, cuz I was evidently useless.
I feel like a pathetic excuse for a friend.

2009-09-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

"My guinea pigs are gay"
"Told you all your pets are gay."
"OI WTH?"
"Really what your hamsters were gay also."

I am an awesome pet owner.
(fyi my hamsters weren't gay okay the pet safari person checked the sex wrongly)

Anw Ms Sg 2009 has inspired me to speak perfect english, so as to not embarrass myself unecessarily. As if having gay guinea pigs wasn't enough already.
I should have listened to Nana and gave them maniler names,
like Tom.

Ohwell.

Why I can't do this alone.

2009-09-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

HELLO. Bio spa tmr & I'm screwed :D supposed to sleep before 11 )<
People aren't that bad when you don't judge. I feel guilty ):
"Eh, I hate people who go around whining about how shitty their lives are. Like, Hey, I've never said I liked myself"
THANK YOU BANANA 2 :D BFFZXZX WORHZXZX.
Ohwell.

I got a guinea pig :D and named him Oreo. Claudia kept going on about what a sucky name it was, then named her dog FRIDAY. wtf ? To make things even more fantastic, her dog bit me. I now hate terriers called Friday -.-
DON'T WORRY BECCA STILL GOT ME OKAY WE CAN GO BE MGT TOGETHER (: Don't sad. hahahahahaha.
I like retards :D

Somebody saw the Gforce trailer and went "EH NOW SHOWING RATATOUILE LEH" -.-

FINAL DESTINATION @ GV CINIPLEX PWNED :D Kl + I are awesome ok. Now anything that's remotely gross is labelled "Final Destination" LOL. think too much alr.
MUST MUG CUZ HER L1R5 GO DOWN FROM 28 TO 6 !!! WE CANNOT LOSE TO HER OKAY :D Go airport eat preztels & mug :D asnl !
Batch Jersey, but it's alrd on Rebecca's & Vigi's blog & I'm like 1mth+ lag so WEML hahahaha.
I WILL MISS YOU EUGENYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

"The dumbest people in life are those who don't cherish what they have. Cuz everything you take for granted is everything you'll be dying to get back when you need something to believe in."

It's us against the world

2009-08-20T22:22:00.003+08:00

Can you say bitch ?

Yeah okay, I believe that all of you are brilliant actors/actresses now.
Acting all nice and demure and respectful in front of us, then going home and blogging some long bullshit about how we suck.
Reality check, we don't like you much either.
So we're fake and we neglect you? Hello, nobody really gave a shit about us at that time either. Nobody asked for our opinions. We just followed orders and smiled a lot cuz we had no idea what the fuck was going on. But we survived, and because of that we became tougher and more bonded. And at the very least, we respected them.

What type of bloody weenies are you people ? Whining and complaining about every little thing like a bunch of spoilt brats.
If you can't stand us, tell us straight or shut the fuck up.
This is how it works, so just deal with it, okay?

And yes, "stinky people" actually read blogs, so please be smarter next time (: go get a weenie diary to suit your weenie selves, tyvm.
Are we happy with you all the time? No.
Do we go home and whine like the babies that you are? No.
So please suck it up and stop making yourself look low and pathetic.
So what if you're young?
We were in your shoes once also what.
And yes, we were much better than you.
You don't have to worry about "becoming like them" next time okay? cuz you sure as hell won't be good enough. (:
One day you'll know how it feels like.

It's not our fault we like us more,
You aren't exactly a very likable bunch of people, are you?

The superawesomeultrasecretive secret

2009-08-17T18:20:00.002+08:00

To Vigi/Vaigai/Veegee/ whatever lol:
Fun now ?
HAHAHAHAHA.

Being in PA has its advantages (:
Like being able to act well and cheat innocent people's feelings.

The super: Our acting on Friday night, completed with yelling, personal insults and crying :D

The awesome: How we laughed about it as soon as Vigi left & planned so bloody meticulously so as to give her the best birthday ever.
+ how our PMs are damn funny:
Mine: "You are all a bunch of fakes"
Aaron's: "I give up"
Kenglui's: "I DEMAND A BLOODY T-SHIRT"
Hiu's: "DISAPPOINTMENT"
and idk what claudia's one is hahahaha.
Then Vigi's one was still "VEEGEE(:" so we spent the whole weekend worrying that she was onto us.

The ultra: annoying cuz somehow people thought it was for real through our "emo PMs" and crap hahahaha. And how we were all dying to tell someone but couldn't cuz it was supposed to be kept within us xD

The secretive: collaborating and msging + calling the whole time but pretending to hate each other + THE EYEROLLING LOLOL. & discussing while Vigi was copying chengyus then pretending to be talking about ***** :D

The secret: If you didn't understand anything it'll probably all make sense now. The main gist is that it's Vigi's birthday today & to give her the best birthday ever we all staged a huge fight on friday night and pretended to hate each other to make Vigi miserable over the weekend :D LLB found out and asked aaron if she could play also LOL. So we planned this fake batch meeting saying LLB wanted to talk to us today after school but we all pretended to be angry & refusing to go when we were actually running off to get a cake. Then LLB called Vigi and scolded her cuz nobody turned up & Vigi cries. wheee.

The joke: After we sang happy birthday and cut the cake alrd Vigi was like "so can call LLB come now? She angry."

Moral of story: LLB is the coolest teacher ever & we're all getting on peacefully so yah there's no conflict or whatever blah :D

SPAZ + CDS3'09 FTW! [:
Im going to buy fruittips now cuz I keep obsessing over them D:

I AM GETTING A GUINEA PIG! YAYZ.

Tell me why

2009-08-13T20:01:00.003+08:00

I had so many things to say but nothing ever comes out right.
To say it all, or say nothing at all ?
It's easier to let it all fade away.

People die all the time. People starve, people cry, people fall sick.
People can't afford to put aside their own lives and help another person for awhile because they can't really save themselves to begin with.
Nobody dares to put him/herself second to another for awhile in their hearts,
because its a known fact that nobody else would put them first.
Nobody's really an exception.

We're never happy, we're never satisfied.
We keep working towards things, we keep trying so hard, we keep on going, we keep wanting things, we keep fighting.

Sometimes I secretly hope the whole world would just suddenly explode and disappear.

Cuz seriously, how to we save the earth if we can't even save ourselves?
How do we grow up right when we were wrong to start with?
How do we stay optimistic and keep on going when we've already known failure and felt disappointment?
When we know for a fact that nothing ever turns out right?

I'm not being some silly pessimistic teenager and ranting or being morbid or emo.
It's not called emo, it's called opening your eyes.
Cuz when the answer's right in front of you,
how can you not see it?
And what else is there to stop you from reaching for it?

p.s : nth happened. srsly -.-

A goldfish has a memory span of 3 seconds.

2009-08-10T11:48:00.003+08:00

My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't.
I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.
I used to have a handle on life, but it broke.
Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive.
You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me

Earth is the insane asylum for the universe.

I'm not a complete idiot; Some parts are missing.

God must love stupid people; He made so many..

Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.

Ever stop to think, and forget to start again?

Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted to Be When I grew up.

Procrastinate Now!

A journey of a thousand miles begins with a cash advance

Stupidity is not a handicap. Park elsewhere!

They call it PMS because Mad Cow Disease was already taken.

A picture is worth a thousand words, but it uses up three thousand times the memory.

Ham and eggs. A day's work for a chicken, a lifetime commitment for a pig.

The trouble with life is there's no background music

The original point and click interface was a Smith and Wesson.

I smile because I don't know what the hell is going on.

Whatever and ever!

2009-08-10T11:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people drift apart because of distrust,
but distrust doesn't just poof out from nowhere, you know.
It comes from disappointment, betrayal, and the realisation that things will never change.
It comes from parents who keep doubting you all the time, up till the moment where you start to think.
Since they already think you aren't worthy of their trust, what's the point of staying good and still getting accused all the time? You'll just be proving them right, they've always insisted they were.
You'll just be what they always thought you were.
Scheming, untrustworthy and stupid.
I can deal with that.

gummy bear :D

2009-08-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

I am so totally happy today.
I don't care what you think, I don't want to hear what you have to say,
cuz I have my friends & I know that I'll be okay (:
You can say whatever you want to say about us, you can try and prove yourself right, you can try to spread rumours,
but you'll never be able to break us apart (:
We are bitchy we are slutty we are bimbotic. WHATEVER LOL.
We are friends (:
So suck it up and deal with it.
I wouldn't trade them for any other thing in the world, to start out differently, to have ended up in a different class & have never met them,and I don't really care about our(my) reputation anymore, cuz people can make everything sound so ridiculous and melodramatic.
Alright, you win, but let me ask you something.
Are you perfect? Are you flawless? Are you that great?
He's right, you aren't worth giving a damn about,
cuz by doing what you've done you've alrd made yourself cheaper than you've ever accused us of being.

SO GOODBYE, HAVE A NICE LIFE AND GOOD LUCK.
You'll need it.

Beauty in the Breakdown.

2009-08-06T19:54:00.004+08:00

"I want to move to Switzerland and sell cheese."
"What about your marine biologist plans?"
"I can multi-task."
"Then you'll be a cheese-selling marine biologist who lives in Switzerland."

"I want it so much I'd kill for it! Small things though...maybe a carrot....I wouldn't kill a spider."

Random things make random people happy.
Happy people make sad people happy.
Everyone's happy with random things.

What's with people with mood swings?
I mean, I know you probably can't help it, but you could try and suppress it or talking about it calmly instead of throwing it full scale at your unsuspecting innocent friends you know.
Although we all look like happy people we all have our own problems and the main purpose of us going out together is for us to just have fun as a group and forget about everything for awhile.
I'm sorry, but nobody wants to deal with sudden tantrums and consistent bouts of anger.
Sometimes we understand, and sometimes we don't.
Other times we simply have no energy to deal with you, cuz, surprise suprise, we have our own lives too.

ANYWAY.

Recently I saw my list of new year resolutions for 2009 and realised I haven't done much about it yet, omg.

Learn something new everyday
Learn to bake ("You'll need 10 kitchens to do that cuz you'll burn 9 down"-Bo)
Get a hobby/Find a sport I like. (DONE YAY)
Learn to sing chinese songs so I won't sound like an idiot @ Kbox / read more chinese books -.-

+ other random embarrassing things I don't even want to think about now.
I've achieved one alrd though hahahaha :D

So that means I'm left with "Learning something new everyday" and "Learning to sing+read in chinese" for the rest of the year -.-
I don't see how learning chinese now is gna salvage the situation though cuz I alrd did the damage for the oral -.-

As for learning something new everyday,
today I decided to be brave and go for tuition even though I didn't go to school. +
I'm reading a book about Munchausen by proxy.

Munchausen by proxy:
In MBPS, an individual — usually a mother — deliberately makes another person (most often his or her own preschool child) sick or convinces others that the person is sick. The parent or caregiver misleads others into thinking that the child has medical problems by lying and reporting fictitious episodes. He or she may exaggerate, fabricate, or induce symptoms. As a result, doctors usually order tests, try different types of medications, and may even hospitalize the child or perform surgery to determine the cause.

Typically, the perpetrator feels satisfied by gaining the attention and sympathy of doctors, nurses, and others who come into contact with him or her and the child. Some experts believe that it isn't just the attention that's gained from the "illness" of the child that drives this behavior, but also the satisfaction in being able to deceive individuals that they consider to be more important and powerful than themselves.

Because the parent or caregiver appears to be so caring and attentive, often no one suspects any wrongdoing. A perplexing aspect of the syndrome is the ability of the parent or caregiver to fool and manipulate doctors. Frequently, the perpetrator is familiar with the medical profession and is very good at fooling the doctors. Even the most experienced doctors can miss the meaning of the inconsistencies in the child's symptoms. It's not unusual for medical personnel to overlook the possibility of MBPS because it goes against the belief that a parent or caregiver would never deliberately hurt his or her child.

It's scary how far people go for attention.

Mood Swings, Munchausen by Proxy, blah ):

One day I'll move to Switzerland, make cheese, and live in a cottage by a starfish-filled river.

Red like lobster :D

2009-08-04T20:26:00.007+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO !
CCA BATCH OUTING AT ECP :D
( get well soon Vaigai! And come with us! (: )
TODAY WE CYCLED ALL THE WAY FROM EAST COAST PARK TO CHANGI BEACH, PAST CHANGI AIRPORT (:
Are we awesome or what ?

I G2G MUG FOR CHEM SO ALL I HAVE IS A SHITLOAD OF PHOTOS.
(:
Before you ask, I have no idea why we all look so bright and shiny (LIKE ANGELS +smiles smugly+) in the photos
It's either my cam's beach-mode function or that we got sunscreen all over the lens.
Bet's on the sunscreen.
Whatever. We look "like angels" :D

IDK WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THEM HAHAHAHA :D

LOOK LIKE CAB ?

I LIKE THIS PHOTO LOLLLLLLL

After cycling I drank a coconut :D
It made me happy.
I think I have primary school standard english :D

(YES I KNOW I LOOK BLACK LA SHUT UP ALRD)

Looks lopsided cuz we balanced my chem on the bike seat.

Claudia's bike says "CMI" LOL.

Shiny caps makes us happy too.
My cap is shinier.
I am happy.
:D

Supposed to look artistic :D
Thr were very little people thr cuz it was a Tuesday!
YAYZ.

Aaron's classic face. :D

All the other photos are too unglam and thus shall only be used for blackmail
(WATCH OUT AARON HAHAHAHAHA)

(Clinomania!) "You smell...edible" (: says:
fuck yooooooooooooooo ! fuck you very very much (lily ellen rocks :D)
Gou Gou 14th says:
LOLLLLLL
-ÑÌÇ- I can make you smile .. Whenever you are sad ...Carry you around.. says:
youjin mind ur manners
Gou Gou 14th says:
*ITS A SONG DUDE
(Clinomania!) "You smell...edible" (: says:
im singing ):

THE GOOD THING ABOUT GETTING ZERO IS THAT ANYTHING ELSE IS AN IMPROVEMENT :D

You make me smileeeeeeeeeee (:

:D

2009-08-02T19:02:00.004+08:00

How do jellyfish reproduce ?

The male jellyfish releases sperms into the water and the female jellyfish collects them with her tentacles. Then the female jellyfish fertilizes the eggs, and puts them around her mouth to keep them safe until she finds a hard place to put them like a rock or a shell. When they hatch they are called "Ephyea".

HAH. I bet nobody knew that.

It would be kinda disturbing for jellyfish to get pregnant since they're like translucent.

Yeah I have nothing better to do. Duh.

Experimenting with different types of panadol to see which works best :D
Sat at marina barrage dying for 2 hours+ to see stupid fireworks.
Freaked out for 3 full days over 0_0 stalkers. Eyed LJ's sword.
Googling laptops and writing out some agreement that my mum and I are supposed to sign -_- (it includes sleeping earlier, although I have no idea what that has to do with anything)
Finding the best laptop :D (love google yay)
Getting to doing Chem. I need to do sth about it cuz I don't know any shit.
Swearing to fall sick at the right time.

I would go on and on about how great my life is right now, but then I'll just bore myself and everyone else.

Does biting your shoes before you wear them really prevent them from giving you blisters?

Are people who believe in fate better off?
After all, it all boils down to who you blame when things go wrong.
Would you blame it on circumstances, label it as fate, or think that if you'd tried harder, if you'd
put in more effort, things wouldn't turn out that way?
You might be happy now, you might think you're lucky to have somethings and some people, but what if your luck runs out?

What happens then?

All I need is someone to be weird with me. (:

Don't come bother me with all of your reality

2009-07-28T21:33:00.004+08:00

Swear to God one day I'll be smart.
Stop failing Amath, start studying Chem, tryna listen to JoyChua.
Take half an hour to do a question as if I've got all the time in the world,
leave it and pass.
Screw things that don't matter.
Swear to God one day I'll be smart enough to never in my life be a teacher/Chemist.
Wait for answers.
Find out what the fuck Antacids are.
"Chem books don't do no shit! :D"
Renew vows.
Love the people who are patient enough with me.
Wear new boots in the house like a lifeless-loser.
Came online for shitty Noel who's doing nothing to help me -.-
Wait for the weekend.

We have nice lives.
If I died tmr, the last thing I'd be doing is Chem.

"Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
you're gonna believe them
and when you're fifteen
feeling like there nothing to figure out
well count to ten, take it in
this is life before who you're gonna be
fifteen
and when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found that time can heal most anything
and you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't (don't) know who I was (am) supposed to be at fifteen. "
-15, Taylor Swift.

FIFTEEN MORE YEARS, BABY ! :D

Everything is Alright.

2009-07-26T01:05:00.002+08:00

Everyone has problems. It took me awhile to realise that, but it's true.
Nobody wants to admit it, but bad things will keep on happening, and everyone will have their own fair share of problems,
but maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.

Maybe after some time, you wouldn't care about a happy ending anymore. Maybe you'll just want it to end,
but we all know it never does,
So instead of waiting and drowning yourself, why not just ride the waves?
So life may not be a party, but why not dance through it anyway?
(See, Noel I did get your point :D )

Thr's no use biting anything back, but there's no use dragging it on too,
so when you decide (finally) to let go,
Don't look back.

Anybody.

2009-07-21T20:39:00.004+08:00

Recently I've realised how immature and self-centered I can be, so I decided to, idk, adapt a bit & see how much better things can be if you actually bother to fix it.
Firstly, Cherlin's my friend now! Yay!
&Yeah, I'm starting to think we're really (sorta) alike too. Like how we both hate Sam Khoo -.- (but then again, who doesn't?)

Also, I've realised that bad things happen to everyone.
GweeShen Jerk! -.-
All you need are awesome friends :D

My favourite-sister-in-singapore's birthday celebration:
That's the tiara KL+Mel bought me & Christmas-present-from-yw-lighter & pistachio cake! (HATE PISTACHIO!)

Her cool polariod, mine now no film -.-

A chocolatey marshmallow is a happy marshmallow.

OMG I just realised I'm gna die tmr cause JoyChua wanted us to hand up our corrections for the CT & we didn't.
Whatever. She sucks :D
She stormed out of class today and slammed the door super hard cause we bully herrrrrr ):
Like wthell lor she bully us more likely! Keep staring at us so accusingly.
We meant to ace the CT but in the end hell alot of people failed & everyone did really badly so whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr -____-
For the record, she blames us that she only gave us the bio TYS on that day AFTER the CT, & all the questions were inside.
Smart.
Sure, blame it on the innocent little kids. :'(

Did I mention she stormed out of class today and slammed the door super hard cause we bully her?
How unprofessional.

We (L) CB! :D

2009-07-18T23:31:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS HAPPY FUNNY HILARIOUS "HEHE" CB SPAZ WHATEVER OMGWTH HE-IS-A-JERK DAY! [:
Everyone's happy.
Went out with Pig & CB! :D +watched Harry Potter YAY.

"How was happy potter?"
"Happy lor."

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Harry Potter's actually isn't as bad as everyone said it was.
Like, the hocrux part with the eerie cave & zombie-filled lake is still coolio :D

TAI BONG BONG IS A BITCH LA OMG.

We went into the cinema then she saw this cute angmoh guy & immediately sat down beside him so I must squeeze through to the empty seat she left -_-
EVIL ASS. But it's okay cuz i'm loyal and faithful and whatever (:

After that we went to watch fireworks cuz we were bored :D
& we sat on the steps and had the best view and laughed&laughed and didn't stop till we reached home.
Good times, good times.
HAHA. GweeShen is freaking funny.

Random:
"This is what it will feel like 2 years later when we go clubbing!"
"Omg if we not drunk alrd like that then drunk like what."

Strange cute helium-filled paper boat wannabe :D

This is what an awesome camera takes

Let's all act cute like CB! :D
Flash sucks so that's the only picture. We all look terrible with flash
(K fine esp me) -.-
Chio wall.
Chio bag :D

No pig ):
Full but blur pig (:
Half a pig D:

I'm bored.
Bye.

I want a guy like freaking Landon omg -.-

Forever is over.

2009-07-18T00:14:00.004+08:00

Stress.

While taking O's Chinese Oral:
"Eh will this be counted in O lvls?" -Melanie

Today:
"I want to buy a book but I don't think I have enough money."
"....You read books ?!?!?!" -Vigi

Stupid questions and stupid oral hahahaha.
Wanna go watch Harry Potter tmr! :D

I'M LIGHTER THAN _____ WHO'S 20CM SHORTER HAHAHAHA.
Thank you, you so totally made my day (:
I think it's retribution for commenting on other people's "fat-face".
Look who has the fat (and heavy) face now? :D
HAPPY!

Tired, but I guess you're worth it.

I LOVE YOU! (MAYBE) :D

2009-07-14T21:09:00.003+08:00

Hello, this is Deborah.
Deborah & I are friends.
I love Deborah and Deborah loves me (I bet).
And if you have a problem with that, or something else in mind to say, please keep them to yourself cuz I honestly have no interest in whatever you have to say. You can go tell your stories and spread your rumours to stupid people who believe all your crap, but just go away.

My friend Deborah has been constantly here for 2 and a half years, and we can't stand each other.
We fight; she laughs evilly; I end up looking unglam; repeat cycle.
Also, there are:
Shopping trips, sleepovers, over-night mugging, somewhere-only-we-know, walking mocca, inside jokes, insults, sucking, movie marathons, overdue homework, too much laughing, starbucks & wdv.

And no matter how things turn out, we know that we'll always be friends.
Jealous ?
I was really annoyed by you, but now I just feel sympathy. After all, who can you turn to if you've alrd bitched about everyone of your friends, eh ?
Who can you trust ?
When can you honestly be yourself ?
Poor you.
Lucky me. Why ?
Cuz Deborah and I are friends.
AND DEBORAH HAS MOCCA WHO LOVES ME MWAHAHAHA.
Goodbye & have a nice life. (:
(PWNED)

Headache.

2009-07-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

Don't people ever get tired ?
We're screwing everything up.
Everything we do, we do for ourselves.
It's like our minds work that way. We take something that hurts, shove it somewhere deep behind, cover it with other thoughts; cross our fingers and hope it fades.
Grief does not fade. It doesn't heal, it just stays there and becomes a part of you.
Some days are better than the others, but it's always there to haunt you.

Sometimes I just want to reach over and give you a good shake, a tight slap, to let you know that there's no use pretending.
To let you know we know.
You know it's hurting, and it's not going away.
I want to listen. You want to talk about it,
but we don't.
We never do.
We talk about random things, laugh at the same jokes, smile the same smiles,
even though we don't really care about any of that.
How can we talk about everything and everyone else so easily but don't know where to start when it comes to ourselves?
It seems easier, but it isn't.
If we don't talk about it, if we don't let it bother us, then it doesn't exist, right?
It's just something to be forgotten about, a phase that we'll get over, a mishap that won't happen again.
Talking about it makes it real. It makes it raw, and it makes you hurt.
But if there's one thing I've learnt, it's that it doesn't just go away.
Life sucks that way.

And I think we all know that it's too late now.

We move along.

2009-07-07T20:49:00.003+08:00

Almost everyone blames our generation, but have they ever stopped to think who raised us ?

Someday, everything will all make perfect sense. Let's just hope we make it till then.
It was strong. We loved & we had lots of fun. We were happy.
Then everything went wrong (and weird). How long do you think you can keep this little charade of yours going ? How long before you tell the truth ?
Friends don't judge, they don't cringe away, and they can tell.
We can all tell.

We thought you needed time, we thought you'd be okay, but all we see is more drama, and we're all so tired.

Secrets, insecurities and excuses.
Backstabbing, lies and disappointment.
Bullshit.

We want the old you back.

2009-07-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

The last day.
Things I've learnt : What CBA means (thought it was a typo shiz -_-). Just because something is pretty purple doesn't mean it'll taste nice. Take your own photos. You can't always count on someone, cuz that someone will let you down. Bio projects can be chio too. You can turn blacker in 5 mins. Nothing works when you've just woke up. Keys on a touch-screen phone can spoil too. Not everyone likes popcorn. The sun practically sucks energy. Sentosa's not that far away. Always rehearse what you're gna say if up you'll turn out like a dumbass (too late >( ). 3D movies are a waste of money :( Never bring your bio textbook out. You have to work for things you want. The Flyer's hell when in with a bunch of kids. I'm not the only one who likes sliding on the floor of the airport. Waffle can be microwaved. Campbell soup cannot be microwaved. The elearning portal only screws up when you need it. It's fun to type. Studying burns calories. Yingyan should so totally become an actress (honey chocolate bear whatever :D). MRT rides are hell confusing & long when you need it to be fast (Please never hold your wallet again, Bo! O:). Popular doesn't sell snwz )< Being late sucks :( You can miss people too much. I'll never eat/buy Macaroons outside again cause Miffy makes the best ones :D There's a song called Boiled Frogs. Apparently it's not bad.

Funny.

2009-07-04T23:08:00.012+08:00

"Hello, world."
Hello, Bob !

The "best summer of our lives" ended with studying & elearning and chionging homework, but ohwell. It was fun while it lasted :D

I SAW MY PRETTY LYNDSEYYYYYYY ! (:

(:

Chase the stars to lose the shadows.

2009-06-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

Good things are worth waiting for.

Bob says hi :D

Hello there.

2009-06-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time. Results sucked, photos were taken & lame jokes + truth or dare are damn cool :D
Sometimes all it takes is a little faith to get by.
Circumstances provide opportunities for you to sieve out the true friends who will always stand by you from other 'urghh' people,
so I guess nothing really matters more than the people who will always be there.
I love you guys loads wheee ! :D

SLEEPOVER, 6H OUTING, CCA, PLANNING FOR HSH, TRIPS TO IKEA, MOVIES, SUNSETS, PHOTOS, ESPLANADE, NEWURBANMALE (omgwth xD!), BEACH OUTINGS, LONG CAR RIDES, AIRPORT ICE CREAM, PP ISLAND, ANTM, FAR EAST, LOST PHONES (-.-), WAKING UP LATE, YAY.

I WANT TO BUILD A BEAR (tmr)
:D

I can't get close if you're not there.

2009-03-27T20:35:00.004+08:00

I wna take photos like that too :D

"One day I'll take a photo like that."
"Yeah okay but then it'll take 10 years to form."
-_____-

I got my Polaroid Film and everything (YAY YAY YAY) alrd thus my cam is working now,
But there's sth wrong with it. Like, there was too much sunlight at Sentosa so my photos turned out too bright and vague (so I've been told)
-_______________-
So now I need to get some 2-stop Graduated Filter! (Wtf is that man!D:)
It's probably complicated and hard to find, not to mention
Expensive.
)<
All I want is for my photos to shoot out 2secs after I take them and turn out nice la!

Till then I'll just make do with my awesome DigiCam luh :D
(YES I TOOK THIS PHOTO EVEN THOUGH NOBODY BELIEVES I DID. I TOOK ITTTTTTTT I SWEAR.)

Founder's day photos next time yay!
I'm so proud of myself for going to school today.
(In your face Mrs Lam! :D)

The road to Happy.

2009-03-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

1) Never ever buy an XXL shirt for fun, cuz it isn't. (And you can't wear it)
2) "If you ever wna try baking you'll need 10 kitchens, cuz 9 of them will explode." -Bo
3) Having a Polaroid Cam (♥!!!) is kinda useless because you'll be scared of taking random photos or that they'll turn out like crap cause one piece of film is approx $3.20 (!Hooray) -.-
4) Getting hit by a soccer ball on the head does not mean that the person who kicked you will lend you 10 bucks.
5) Chickens can fly.

There.

Deal with it.

2009-03-25T18:27:00.005+08:00

If you're going to hate someone, hate her for her, not for what you've heard, who her friends are, or for the person you think she is.

2009-03-22T21:39:00.006+08:00

HELLO (:

It's Sunday night, a whole week of the holidays have past, I still haven't done any shitty hwmk and I don't have to sleep tonight alrd. Thus I am taking a break! :D

A lot of stuff happened this week.

like XY'09 !YAY. I can't believe its over lah. It's been forever since we started preparing for it and I kinda miss everything now cause I think somewhere along the way it kinda became a habit. & I haven't gone back to school for the whole week for Cca and I'm still not used to it yet too ):
I rmb Dec holidays and we all had to go home at like,10+ and come back the next morning so we saw each other until the extent that we got sick of one another but it was really fun luh actually :D And I thought that XY'09 was really successful and more importantly, it was ours! :D Yay. So come whatever, but at least for now we'll always have XY'09. Woohoo!

(To Aaron: I still don't get all the chinese posts x.x)

Ok. After XY on Sunday stayed over in school. Wanted to try going to Community singing cuz I missed it last time. Acted all high. Had MacDelivery. Slept. Woke up. KengLui and Mel came over to my house in the morning and we all continued sleeping. woke up at 12+. Met Claudia and Aaron for lunch + K box. (then we all fell sick later in the week) -.-

Went for tuition on Tuesday with Pig & Bo and watched Marley&Me. Thought of Mocca, who looks disturbingly like Marley ):
Met Little Idiot on Wed & we went to Lido. Caught ComingSoon, which was scary. We tried to buy the tix but had no ICs so we ended up bribing 2 random guys to help us in exchange for cookies.
I WENT TO SENTOSA ON THURSDAY & GOT MY PATRICK NAMED TOM YAY :D
Fell sick on Friday&Saturday rawr.
I want a new school bag.

Im gna go to school super early tmr to file my frigging Amath file + do my JianBaoCe so that JB will luffluffluffluff meeeeeeeeee !
-.-

This is the part where I go mad, so just make do with the pix. Byeee!

That's A lie.

2009-02-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's not that you don't want to be happy,
And sometimes it's not about wanting to keep it all inside,
But when the tears are gone and there's nothing left to do, and you're so confused but you can't actually say it out loud because it's so overused already,
What's left to be done?

"Just be yourself, because those who matter won't mind and those who mind won't matter."

HAH I PRIVATE-ED MY BLOG SO THAT NOW I CAN SAY WHATEVER FUCK I WANT AND I DON'T HAVE TO CARE ABOUT JUST ANY YUCKY PEOPLE READING IT!
& CAUSE I'M REALLY SCARED OF CERTAIN PEOPLE WHO ARE SO DUBIOUS AND DOUBTFUL.
SO WHATEVER :D

NOW I CAN YELL DAMN LOUDLY BOUT HOW I HATE HUIMIN FOR SAYING I COZY UP WITH GUYS, and after that she goes "oops" like it's an accident -_____-
WHATEVER, BITCH! YOU'RE AN ACCIDENT.
oops! -.-
FUCK OFF, WHEEEEEE !

I have a lot of random cool photos I'm too lazy to upload, so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Gives you hell.

2009-02-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

“No one has the right to condemn you on how you repair your heart because no one knows how much you’re hurting.”

All I'm tryna do right now is survive.
It's actually harder than it seems.
& I found out I'm not very good at it. I'm not gna talk about yucky tests & stuff (China Bear, who shall be referred to as CB (yay!) from now on, has fucking influenced me to be yuckily nerdy la. Kns MSN conver also talk about Bio -.-)
Melanie also realised I'm super pro at copying hwmk & I can do it damn fast. YAYYYY.
:D

CABs scare the shit out of me. Srsly -.-
Then stupid WH (yay!:D) keep asking me to go to the police station or somewhere crowded & blaaaa when the CABs were tailing me & Serene -.-
Which is wthell.
But anw YAYTHANKS for tryna save me from the scary CABs (esp the goldenhaired+redshorts one.)

Oh. & Vanessa (Chua)(Vanehneh)(JADE) looks like an ostrich. With no hands. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Char looks like Garfield!
& Anzu's a peaceful pig + Bo's a tree (Like, DUHHHH!)
Then on thursday Zhiyan&Char&I were just sitting at Cafe Cartel telling ghost stories and we all got really scared then super funny.
Zhiyan is damn fun to scare. EVERYONE SHALL GO SCARE ZHIYAN! :D

I WANT MY SUNSET.
All I need is one more day with you.
yaythanksbyeee.

Ever and After.

2009-02-17T18:41:00.003+08:00

she says she's better now,
but she's still incomplete.
And he doesn't look to ~~make a scene~~,
he looks to make it right.

It's a long way down when your hopes are high up.
Felt so fucky just now but I'm so over it.
Cause Anzu scolded me for being ): so I stopped being ): & started getting pissed :D
Anw, thanks and I love you people,
esp YY(: when she insisted she looks evil. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

&Maybe one day everything will just fade away! :D
But until then I shall keep bullying China Bear (take note that initials spell CB, yay!).
Hooray.

Walao stupid Zhidan you keep listening to emo chinese songs then I was thinking "very emo meh?" then I went to listen. It made me so ): also wthell !

Anw went to eat(♥) with Kengloy & Melanie aft school &then sat with Rebecca, Sherrie, Shermay Chelsea & Sheena.
SHERRIE BITCH HAS BANGS NOW YAY SO CUUUUUTE.
And they make really pretty glass(?) roses :D
Shermay ate lemon [x

If I ever get dumped Anzu promises to go eat Ben&Jers with me everyday after school for two weeks & Melanie shall buy me a shih tzu :D

Cuz you know I wake up before noon just to show you I'm around.

Post-valentine drama.

2009-02-16T20:13:00.012+08:00

!Disclaimer: The post you are about view is filled with endless acting-cute & pink heart balloons. The purpose of this is to purely make me feel happy&nice + showcase Rebecca's hidden photo-taking talents (&she takes super awesome candid shots! :D) Do not view if you just ate, are lovelorn or hate me :D

I have no idea what I'm doing -.-

Pro candid :D

Candid ! :D

So anw Rebecca isn't in the pics cause she was feeling 'insecure' & everything o.o
AHAHAHAHAHA :D
We were supposed to study but I ended up being the only one doing that for awhile.
Then we saw alot of the balloons outside Swensons & they were for anyone who wanted them so we each took one & camwhored ! Hooray.

Then they were talking about how amusing my blog was cuz always scold people one.
&thn I was telling them about how June Yeo was talking about people scolding her on their blogs and everyone went "Youjinnnnnnnnnnn!" So wtf la. So scary. Maybe June's reading this right now & looking at my zilian photos omgzxzxzx.
HI JUNEEEEEEEEEEEE ! :D

Ok so anw I was really annoyed recently cuz of this girl who goes arnd bitching about everyone to everyone then pretending they like the person they bitched about, then bitch to the person they bitched about about another person.
BITCH.
Get it ? O:

& so us 2f'08 girls were all really pissed, so we started talking about her, and she somehow found out and went complaining to everyone how 2f girls (mainly me & bo & anzu) badmouth her & act all sad and stuff.
I don't really care about that part, and I think I openly showed my dislike towards you alrd what.

You came and acted so close & nice in front of me, then go to Debo and bitch about me, then go to someone else to bitch about Debo, then you so nice to Claudia in front of her but bitched about her also. you think very fun is it ?
Idk what you said about me, & I admit thr might be some things that you say that'll be true, but at least I know one thing :

I know clearly who are my friends are, and I love them + I'll NEVER EVER bitch about them behind their back.

You don't believe you go & ask.
Has anyone ever heard me bitch about Anzu? Debo(after the bitch fight way back in Sec1 urgh x.x)? LingXin ? Melanie ? KengLoy ?
No, cuz they are my friends.

You open mouth close mouth "Laopo" here "Laopo" thr, but what ?
You bitch about me behind my back.
You try to dig out stuff from my ex & everything so you can use it against me.
& You complain that we say things about you.
Idk what you're driving at & what you're tryna achieve with all this,

The lowest level a person can stoop to is bitching about her close friends + besties.

but you should know that we all don't need friends like your who are insincere & we don't need friends who will use personal information against us when we confide in them anytime.
I'm not gna waste time emo-ing & regretting & missing all the long talks and fun times, cuz I'm sure they're all as fake as you were in front of me.
Goodbye & have a nice life.

Fine, I'll reply tags.

2009-02-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

But anw I'll just start replying from where I can see it -.-

15 Feb 09, 18:39

SERENE: YOUJIN IS A ELEPHANT FROM A BOOTIFUL NATION.
wtf -.-

14 Feb 09, 10:28

mandy: youjin, you doing the class jacket hor. haha. in case you forget. =D
no what.

13 Feb 09, 23:44

(: wads ur blog song?
Secret Valentine - We The Kings.

10 Feb 09, 16:49

VALERIE!: HELLO SIT BESIDE-ER, eat running nose medicine lurhhs, get well soon (:
Ok.

9 Feb 09, 19:22

annabella: i heard ppl call her aunty yeo xD
More like Ahma yeo lor !

9 Feb 09, 16:41

nameless: hi(: you're so funny, espcly the part where you say "We scared!O:" LOL![:
Yay ok.You sound like Keith.

9 Feb 09, 13:36

ANZU: teehee

9 Feb 09, 13:36

youjin: I SUCK icky STUFF O:

9 Feb 09, 13:36

ANZU: UZZZZ-NAHHHZXZX

9 Feb 09, 13:36

youjin: i wna be her D:v

9 Feb 09, 13:36

ANZU: I SUCK STUFF. TEEHEE

9 Feb 09, 13:36

youjin: YA IM A HUGE FAN OF ANZU TOOOO!

9 Feb 09, 13:36

ANZU: YOUJIN YOU ROCK

9 Feb 09, 08:40

MELANIE: whe

9 Feb 09, 08:40

MELANIE: you rock

9 Feb 09, 08:40

MELANIE: i love youjin

9 Feb 09, 08:40

MELANIE: EXCEPT THE ANZU PART

9 Feb 09, 08:40

MELANIE: it was all fake!

9 Feb 09, 08:40

MELANIE: im stupid

9 Feb 09, 08:40

MELANIE: YAY

The above tags were me, melanie & anzu acting like each other.

Yay. See ? easy.

Every post should start with a pretty picture.

2009-02-15T18:21:00.003+08:00

CHIO RIGHT.
"Huh, look like C.man meh?"
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I survived this fucky week, so yay.
Mrs Lam sucks, Anzu&I got chased out of the classroom by Mdm Norliza o.o June sucks, everyone was talking about V'day, &Ystd was :D + ♥.
Oh, & falloutboy concert on Tuesday [:

btw I'm not dying back my hair again cuz my mum says I don't have to .____.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINGXIN. I LOVE YOU!

J.A.C.K-ASS.

2009-02-06T22:21:00.004+08:00

Walao. Fucking angry.
I HATE JUNE YEOOOOOOO.
(The Elit teacher who looks hell a lot like the slug in "Monsters Inc". The resemblance is kinda disturbing o.o)
So anw we (Me Anzu Melanie Vanessa Jan Xiong) got scolded today cause we "vandalised the paper".
KNN. I've heard of vandalising walls & tables etcetcetc, but PAPER ? Wasn't paper invented just so you can write & doodle & draw on it ?

van⋅dal⋅ize

–verb (used with object), -ized, -iz⋅ing. to destroy or deface by vandalism.

No, it says nothing about doodling on paper.
)< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">confiscated the paper, made us write our names down, threatened to give us demerits (idk if she really did it or not la, but who the hell except for Vanessa fucking cares anw), made us stand in front of the class, made us apologise to the group whose paper we "vandalised" (wtf paper nia. Very heartbreaking meh?They not even angry lor!) & couldn't stop nagging.

Walao. The paper was like this extra worksheet we can use lor. We were given two copies so we can answer on one & find the crosswords on the other what. then we used it and finished liao. So we handed up one of it (the neater one) to show that we had respect for the group (-.-) and whatever, then she talk until so fucking boring, so of cause we started doodling la.

Then she anyhow scold everyone, so we started writing stuff like J.A.C.K: June Ass Cheebye Kia & "June Sucks" and other super random stuff. She realised that we weren't listening to her fucking meaningless nagging, so she bu shuang then scold us la.
Then after she read what was on the worksheet she come and kp us ask us write our names down. -_________________-

Not enough leh, still must stand in front of the class. MUST PAY BACK THE PAPER SOME MORE. She wants to see it on Monday! So scary! O:
& If she sees me with more than one earstick she will CONSFICATE it! So scary! O:
And cannot use dark brown hair band cause she very strict one what. Csj see also never say anything but SHE BIG. SHE SAY CANNOT MA. WE SCARED. So scary! O:

Fuck lor. Think she so big, then cause of her her daughter kena pariah-ed in band also.

So sad lor. Anw after school Melanie & I were complaining to everyone about june yeo then Claudia said the same thing happened to her also -.-

& She scolded Claudia's group for the SAME THING !

Vandalising Paper -.-
Wtf.

See people bu shuang at least come up with a better excuse lor.

Random photos cause I'm too pissed to continue:

Meet Bella the lion, Edward the elephant, ***Yu the pig and Yu***** the frog.

Group picture! YAY.
***Yu & Yu***** crashing Bella&Edward's romantic date )<

Bobo never come to school D:
Then lingxin looks super photoshopped-in. LOL

LYNDSEY CAME BACK :D

Then after cca Melanie & I climbed on top of the funny thing to feel like we're flying o.o

FEEL THE B.O.D LOVE :D

2009-02-05T21:16:00.004+08:00

OK I HAVE OFFICIALLY DECIDED THAT I LOVE 3L(mo)
:D

-TWO DAYS AGO LOLLL-

We had this really weirdo outing after school to hunt for presents o_o
Talked about B.O.D & other people hell a lot at Macs,
&thn we were all laughing like dk what.

at Toy'r'us:

Mel kept going: "WE ARE SPARTA" & we grabbed everything that looked relatively like a stick/sword & whatever lol :D
Thn the rose was supposed to symbolize some kinda bun and it was fucking funny laaaa.
+that's the patrick I am gna get :D

So convenient lor :D can pull the petals off your bun & go "he loves me.... he loves me not .."
until you run out of hair. YAY[:

Super ugly+unglam but yah whatever :D

Then we went for tuition & they pangseh-ed me last min so I was left thr with zzz.
it was kinda wtf lor.
Walao.
CHEAT MY FEELINGS -.-
But anw after they waited at Macs (again) and then we all went somewhere to be dumb for damn long. Wheeeeeeee.

We all bought this finger-puppet (fuckable) handphone keychain from mini toons as our own identity & did dumb stuff with it, but I dont have the photos. YET:D

So at first their names were liony, froggy, elephanty and piggy
but we were kinda high so Mel named hers Edward, I named mine Bella, Anzu named hers ***Yu & Jax's one was Yu***** :D
Then when Brandon came and we showed him our identities he was like "Bella where got so cute"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
At least my Bella's voice higher than the real one lor :D
& chio-er. YAY.

Aiyah whatever la. My eyeball is super chio. Deny it and I shall stuff it up your nose.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

Why don't you go bitch about yourself for a change?

2009-02-02T17:36:00.003+08:00

Hi :D
I'm relatively happy now, even though it's a Monday, even though Mr Mok was like o.o during Amath, even though my Polaroid film can only be found in town, even though I have no idea what type of weirdo relationship I'm having, even though I haven't done any homework ("Feb niaaaa") , even though I have no idea what Bio+ Amath+ Chem is about, even though my phone is screwed to the extent that the display screen's spoiled, and even though thr's a Chinese test tmr.

There. I bet that was nice enough.

Ystd was super -.-
"WTF I JUST BURNT MYSELF WITH THE BLOODY LIGHTER."
Him: Oh so you got it to work ?
-__________________________________-
And everyone says I'm always so mean to him. Yah right lor.

Anw the reason I'm relatively happy despite all the fucky incidents is cause Debo & I just had this fun bitching session.
About who ?
OURSELVES :D
(Cause I promised ** I'll try to be nice, so bitch about myself lor. So ** had better keep his promise and start studying damn hard or else JM will come and say I BAD INFLUENCE again.)

I was bitching about me & she was bitching about her (with alot of my help).
It was damn funny la.
Everyone should try it xD
Cause we were practicing to be emo-kias & insult ourselves so that people have to come and comfort us and go "No la...blahblahblah" even when all the stuff they say about themselves are fucking true and THEN they'll realise how irritating they're being when we piss them off back :D

So anw I was gg all:
"WALAO THAT YOUJIN SO SUCKY LA. WHOLE DAY GIVE PEOPLE THAT TYPE OF FUCKY DULAN FACE. THINK SHE BIG AH ? IDK WHAT ** SEES IN HER LOR. BLOODY BITCH."

Then Debo was like:
"DEH-BO-RAH WHOLE DAY SO DAO SO BOSSY. THINK SHE WHAT ? SO SHORT !"

&then we started bitching about each other until we were very pleased with ourselves.
See la. Chinese sucks.

"Aiyah, 她天不怕，地不怕，只怕男人不喜欢她！"
Lol damn funny, and is applicable to both V+M.

Let's all be nice to each other & live in peace and harmony !
Yay. & The world revolves around ponies and butterflies :D

My life would suck without you.

2009-02-01T15:29:00.002+08:00

the pic's clearer when you enlarge it

Before I start, I would like to show everyone my darling! :D
This is what I freaking spent a bomb on ystd, causing me to be broke & I had to keep borrowing ten cents from Rebecca -.-
But it's so chio :D
My very own Polaroid +smiles super smugly+

I freaking hate it when I go shopping with my friends & I always end up buying more stuff then them when the initial plan was for me to just tag along & snoop around -.-
But anw it always happens.
Then they (ie kengloy) will be very pissed cause they haven't bought anything & the shopping trip was esp made for them but I'll be very happy. And broke.

So today Little Idiot & I went to this random flea market at Clarke Quay cause she read about it & it's supposedly very good.
It was bloody hot. & I had blisters.
Then we finally found our way there and started looking lor.
It was damn crowded -_________-
But anw I bought a Roxy tote for 5bucks,
Shoes for 15,
& My Polaroid for freaking 50bucks.
50BUCKS ! :D
It's like super cheap can.
Yayyyyyyyy.

Initially I had this bloody cute pouch too but I sold it to Serene cause I was nice.
Then we waited for Rebecca to come by the river & took pictures.

Serene looks like she has a huge crush on me here :D

&Then I let her take my Polaroid cause I was nice.

Rebecca came & then we went to cityhall to continue shopping cause it was raining -_______-
Bought more stuff. )<

Taken while Serene was changing.

Went to whitesands, where they bought more stuff.
Then.... we went to Desmond's house o.o
Where we were freaking pariahed initially D:
Cause everyone there was from 2k or ncc & honestly I had no idea what Serene & I were doing thr.
But it turned out ok cause we started playing cards & stuff.
Sheng Hui & Shermay are super funny xD
Zi Qin's ear sucks :D
Desmond's parents were damn nice cause there were quite alot of ppl there & they gave everyone ang paos.

But anw Yw & I left kinda early cause he promised (YES YOU DID) and stuff.
&Cause we always have nth better to do & also cause he likes to scare me, we went to Pasir Ris Park -.-

I like this photo alot leh :D
It's like so Romeo & Juliet-ish. LOL.

Bye.

2009-01-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D
3L OUTING TODAY!
(Me, Anzu, Bobo, Melody, Van, Lingxian, Brandon, Johan, Sean & Jeremy( :D ) )
Yay.
I have only 3 photos. 2 of them are of Mel being spaz & the last one is a really toot Brandon so yeah whatever :D
We should so form a clique !
It was quite fun la. Esp the Truth or Dare part + the gossiping :D
MEL ROLLED/STAR-JUMPED & I BEGGED FOR ANGPAOS & ANZU SPAZ-ED IN FRONT OF THE LADY @ THE COUNTER.
andand !uynah is LOL[:
We went to bowl -_________-
Bowling sucks xP
I think everyone cheated except for me,anzu & lingxian lor. That's why we got the lowest -.-
Then we went to the arcade & did dumb stuff.
:D
YAY TO 1/3 OF 3L !

Oh anw somebody very funny.
Think that everyone tryna steal her boyf.
Eat finish got nth to do.
+Laughs like mad+
I got -inserts name here- still want your boyf for what.
Although your boyf is a million times nicer than you are.
Teehee.

PEOPLE WHO ARE COMPLETE FUCKYS TO CHERYL & ANZU SHOULD JUST GO SCREW A PEANUT OR STH.
See people bu shuang / wna scold people just scold face to face la.
So scared go hide behind somebody/ your computer screen blog what shit.
So losery lor.

!Thanks to VANEHNEH for creating the class blog, finding the blogskin, editting the template & etcetc etc singlehandedly.
(Scared you don't get enough credit xD)
http://3l-mo.blogspot.com
HOORAY.

2009-01-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

We've been told to take risks, to take chances, & to live like we'll die tomorrow,
But what if we don't die ?

"Tmr got schoooooooooool. celebrate CNY -.-"
BIL: Huh do what. After CNY then celebrate -.-
"Go thr smile smile then watch concert, got some funny orange-peeling competition, then must make lantern."
BIL: & eat mooncake.
"Huh?"
BIL: Of cause must eat mooncake la else make lantern for what -_____-

Melanie is away )<
I'm super tired, super sleepy, & super fat now.
& No matter what type of nail polish remover you use, they all smell just as bad.
The stupid person doesn't wna respond to my disliking in the Amath tutor.
_l_

ALOT OF PHOTOS.

2009-01-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

CDS SEC3'09 CNY OUTING 24'01'09 !

RAR - real star.

2009-01-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

Am still damn pissed off.
Little Idiot & I now have a star.
WOOHOO.
Bye.

YW PS! )<

Cry.

2009-01-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

Walao. Some people whole day only know how to cry & cry.
You think what, you know how to cry big ah ?
I don't know how to cry is it ?
Damn fucky la.
You think you cry then suddenly everything will fall into place & your life will become oh-so-perfect & whatfuck ?
You think you cry then people must give in to you ah.
Helloooo, what era are you living in ?
Everyone also can cry what.
If I wanted to, I could also ok.
It's just that unlike you, I don't actually see anything good about letting others pity/sympathize with you.
Why would you want people to pity you ?
& Hello, real people cry cause something bad actually happened or whatever, but you cry cause you wna gain sympathy & attention from other people.
Super funny lor.
You wna get attention just walk around stark naked lah !
Or write "I am fake." & stick it on your forehead. Sure get a lot of attention one what.

Hooray. You're just fake. Just like that yucky cb !
Go be friends with her la. I evil, I neh comfort you, okay lor (:
Sorry! Bye! :D

I left tuition early today, cause the tutor pissed me off -_-
Irritating asses.
Cause I forgot to bring my maths wks. But then again, JM also never what.
Then sorry lor, I girl, he cannot eff girls, he only does guys, so I can't get away with it -.-
Idk how to do he also don't care what. I just sit thr then I think he thinks I'm a fuckhead or sth. But whatever.
When I said that I wanted to learn Surds cause now in class learning what, then JM learning some other topic that's ahead, then he say he wants to teach that topic instead of Surds.
FUCK.
His EXACT words: "I FEEL LIKE teaching that topic leh. Cause anw I want to be ahead of your school."

1) YOU FEEL LIKE TEACHING THAT TOPIC AR ?
Sorry lor, I FELT LIKE walking up of your screwed-up class also.
FOLLOWING HOW YOU FEEL FTW!

2) I WANT TO BE AHEAD OF YOUR SCHOOL.
Hello, I have no idea how to do Surds ok ? If I don't know I'll lag behind. If I lag behind I'll still be damn blur and not be able to catch up when the teacher reaches the topic you FELT LIKE teaching lor!

Ok, still nvm. Then new topic what, obviously idk how to do right ?
Then he just walked over & went "Like that so simple, just do la." then he walked away to his DEAR fuckable boys to wholeheartedly teach them STEP BY STEP.
_l_
&He ignored me pretty much for the rest of the time.

so fucky.

So I left lor.
&Anw he looked kinda happy when I was going,
so guess what ?
I AM NEVER GOING BACK TO THAT PLACE.
I've alrd like, demanded for my money back.
Can you freaking believe it ?
Each lesson is 25bucks k. WHAT CAN YOU DO WITH 25BUCKS ?
Starbucks
Ben&Jers.
BAG!
-________________-
I went thr for like freaking 3 times, & everytime I dont learn anything cause still haven't grasp the basics yet then he move on to much more complicated questions.
When I told him I didn't know how to do it, he just went "So easy."
YOU HOW OLD, I HOW OLD ?
YOUR BRAIN HOW BIG, MY BRAIN HOW SMALL ?
I admit I'm kinda stupid la.
I also admit that I'm not a Maths person,
But how come Uncle Zen teach & other people teach I understand, you teach I don't understand ?
I even understand Mr Mok ok, so you can't insist it's the whole "Amath is new thing"
Then tutor supposed to help right ?
Whole day only know how to make me feel so goddamned stupid.

I didn't know how to spell some new topic, & he was like
"Are you a math or a language person ar ? Cause you don't seem like both."
Then everything also
"WAIT WAIT, I MUST EXPLAIN SLOWLY IN THIS SIMPLER WAY SO THAT SHE'LL UNDERSTAND."

Well. Whatever.

p/s. I FELT LIKE locking my blog so I did it. Now I FEEL LIKE unlocking my blog, so there.

2009-01-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

I FEEL LIKE BOXING LEON JIN NOW.

Cause he was promoting "Destination Truth" to me,
&thn there were a lot of episodes, including one about an anaconda.

☮!Bimsh[: YOUJIN -Obviously I'd lie. says:
talk about the anaconda one !

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
umm

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
its a cold blooded reptile

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
that has eyes

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
and tongue

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
and scales

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
and a long body

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
:D

☮!Bimsh[: YOUJIN -Obviously I'd lie. says:
-_- an anaconda's a snake right ? i know that ! -_-

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
oh

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
you do?

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
SO WHY ASK ME ABOUT IT

☮!Bimsh[: YOUJIN -Obviously I'd lie. says:
URGHHHH. WHY DO YOU KEEP THINKING IM SO DUMB ?

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
COS A GIANT ANACONDA IS A BIG BIG BIG SNAKE

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
i thought you needed more explaining

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
on what an anaconda is

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
so i described it to you
:D

☮!Bimsh[: YOUJIN -Obviously I'd lie. says:
-________________________________-

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
haha

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
your hilarious

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
to disturb

So after that I said I'd rather go talk to a wall since walls are nicer.
Then :

☮!Bimsh[: YOUJIN -Obviously I'd lie. says:
hello. Im youjin's wall. she's busy kicking me right now. how can i help ?

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
umm

[Leon JiN™] The angry boy abit too insane,icing over a secret pain,you know you don't belong says:
stay hard.

Friends, Best, Forever.

2009-01-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

Before I start, I would like to say that I love you all the most-est so please don't be angry with me for leaving early. K :D

Went shopping with Bobo today [:
Then we climbed out of my window onto the platform-like thing to camwhore, then told everyone we climbed up a tree xD

Our tree :D

The band concert! :D
I'm damn proud of you, Anzu & Vanehneh ! [:

Wheee.

Left the concert during the interval to go "walk walk" (:
My feet hurts like fug. (:
Bimb has a second name called Tom (:
WHEEEEEEEEEE (:

Every once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, Love gives us a fairytale.

Bye.

2009-01-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

YAY TO FRIDAY!

I have a new obsession :D
"Batman bin Suparman" is so ystd. (teehee)
Bleh.
SO ANW, MEET MY NEW PRECIOUS,
BIMB! [:

Bimb's the one on the right, with the more distorted face.
Bimb has an identical twin called Beet (short-form of Bitch, with cutesy spelling) and the only way you can tell them apart is that Bimb looks more distorted. But whatever. It's cute [:

Idk who is who -.-

I randomly like this picture, even though I look so o.o in it.
:D

This one alsooooooooo (:

Sigh.

Cca was normal. Played captain's ball after that. Yay.
Jeffery's my new good friend. I've decided he's nice. Yay.
Went to roam around with Serene & Rebecca (♥) after that. Just like how we used to :D
We saw Rex @ mac's, then there were no seats & he was sitting alone, so we ate together.
Then we bought Ben&Jers and sat at the basement to eat -_______-
Talked & Crapped. Wheee.

Bleh.
Our class noticeboard actually looks kinda cool [:
&Mrs Lam has decided to change our places, but must Lucky Draw. WTF !? (Oh but anw as long as I don't get to sit beside fishmonger I'm ok with it)
And she doesn't believe I went swimming ):
Wheee. Yesterday Melody LingXian Brandon & me stayed back to do the noticeboard.
(Thus it looks kinda cool.)
It was kinda fun.
We bitched & crapped & Spaz-ed alot -.-
LingXian cannot paint :D
Then JeremyTay came also. He also damn gl. Damn funny laaaaaaaa.
Everyone was damn dumb. Yay.
Ok la they quite nice. Stayed still 7.30 so I can go for tuition straight :D
Yay.

OMF, I'm starting to type like ________. Yucky.
Bye.

2009-01-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

I've been damn dumb+random lately -___-
HOW COME EVERYONE ALRD KNOWS ABOUT "BATMAN BIN SUPARMAN" ?
(In case you dk he's like this guy & this is his real name! cooliozxz 8D!)
It's like so amusing lah !
Like: "Mr Suparman ? Hello ? Batman ? Anybody there?"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
I just keep laughing & now Anzu thinks I'm lame -.-

Then I was srsly damn bored, then I went & took the thing my sis sent from London to play
-.-
It's like some instant snow thingy.
It goes like "MAKE YOUR OWN SNOW! NEW! REUSABLE (?!?!?!)!"
Teehee.
You're supposed to add water 'steadily' into the given powder & "WATCH IT ERUPT!"
I kept going to the toilet, sprinkling droplets of water into it,
then running really fast into my sister's room & showing it to her.
It like, grows ! So awesome. Whatever -_-

Anzu's being so annoying now.
She just ruined my whole "BATMAN BIN SUPARMAN, ZOMG" thing.
SHIT HER!
Bleh. Anw I'm talking on the phone with her now & all she does is go "DUMBDUMBDUMBDUMBDUMB"
:D

I have new nice friends in 3L, like Melody and Avelene & ChenShu & JanXiong! [:
YAY.

LOL. "Oi cool hair dude's talking to you."
Fine I shall go reply 'cool hair dude' o.o

I am being nice. Woohoo.

We laugh more than we breathe :D

2009-01-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

"If you're gonna be two-faced, honey, at least make one of them pretty."

"Forgiveness is not something we do for other people. We do it for ourselves so that we can get well & move on."

"So people ask what he has that they don't. Well, for starters, he has my heart."

"Life is like a treadmill - no matter how fast you go, no matter how hard you try, you'll just never get anywhere."

"Fake - it's the latest trend, & everyone seems to be in fashion."

"Never regret anything, cause at one point in time, it must have been exactly what you wanted."

"Never argue with an idiot. They'll drag you down to their level, then beat you with their experience."

"People will always talk about us. Might as well give them something more to talk about" ♥(:

"Cover up with makeup in the mirror, tell herself it's never gonna happen again." -Facedown ; RJA

"Take back everything you ever said - You never meant a word of it. You never did."
-Slow down, The Academy Is.

"&The stupidest thing is that I think of you all the time, even if I have so many other things to worry about."

(Inspired by my Little Idiot♥) Teehee.

2009-01-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

Laggy Ikea trip + other random photos! :D
Cells suck -_-

Hiu Sheung being gay :D

Traffic light! -.-

I was damn extra but i had to take it mah.

I want a wardrobe like this next time :D

I like this photo :D

&this!

This little boy was damn amused by Vigi.
Cute right! :D my son.

My camera damn chio laaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I like this alsoooooooooooooooooooo (:

The main point of the photo is keng loy. (:

CHIO RIGHT :D
311208 ♥

The yucky snail. It looks like an oyster thingum.

MY act-cute BIL -.- ! (:

Woohoo. Cells still suck.

2009-01-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

My phone is pissing the hell out of me -_-
I swear that bits&pieces are falling off
& everything inside is screwed lah.
Grr.

Cca showcase was ok.
The mic was a bit screwed the 2nd time & kept falling off my ear )<
I had no idea why we were asking people to join, since it was full alrd o.o
We were supposed to promote xiangying'09 tix but bleh.
A certain dumb dumb asked me to go & watch the Scouts,
but they were last to perform & the dumb dumb didn't even perform can.
)<

I WOKE UP @ 6.20am TODAY!
it's an all-new record lor.
We went to act as casualties for SJAB!
It was kinda fun but I didn't see lingxin.
&thn I was hyperventilating when somebody asked me: Can you look inside your shirt to see if you have any bruises ?
LOL.
I almost started laughing can.
When I told Anzu she started trying to hyperventilate & check her shirt at the same time but failed also.
+I was wearing black. Look inside very dark also cannot see anything lor.
Then this other person went to point to Yiliang & asked: What is this?
AHAHAHAHA.

I went home to sleep :D
So I feel happier now.
I also cleaned my room so now I dont wna go in.
Wheeeeeee.

"geometry,geography, what's the diff ? They both start with J -.-!"
-From a super idiotic person who asked me to quote her.

XIANGYING'09 - 14/15MARCH (sat or sun), 8PM, $12, NAFA! (Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts).
:D

Stupid nostalgia ):

2009-01-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

A I-miss-2F post!

I LOVE ALL OF YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
I love all the bitching sessions,
I love all the dumb stuff,
I love all the times we laughed until we needed to pee,
I love all the gross horny conversations,
I love all the times we embarrassed ourselves but had fun doing it,
I love all the fighting over food,
I love all the times we went to Popular just to shake the CDs to see if they vibrate!
I love all the imitating yucky people.

I hate how all of you, after 1 year, still walk so bloody slowly! xD

Very soon we won't be eating together & gossiping together & finding one another in all the different classes anymore, and very soon we'll be bonding with our current classes & just drift, but I'll always love all you dumb dumbs !

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYS TO WEIXUAN &

VANEHNEH :D
I love you hun!(:

Oh anw 3L people are kinda nice & I kinda like my class now :D

2009-01-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

I HATE MRS L*M.
WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF.
Never go to school for A DAY only will die is it.
Before I start, I would like to confirm that, yes, I am sick.
like REALLY sick. like, Fever sick. Like, not-fit-to-go-to-school sick.
Cause
1) Mel, KengLoy & Claudia came to my house ystd and spent 3++ hours discussing xdd+sgyy (which is srsly agonizing.) so yah I was kinda "prepared" for it so I wouldn't have a reason not to go.
&
2) I don't bloody care about failing the stupid test cause it won't be the FIRST test I've failed at the start of the year now.
Anzu they all also never read what -.-

FUCK.
I was alrd feeling miserable ystd cause of the yucky noodles I ate & I went to sleep at 10.
Normal healthy people don't sleep at 10
Then I didn't go to school today & because of that, she called me.
I didn't answer cause I was sleeping. Like what sick people would do, duh
Then she went on to msg me to call her "NOW!!!!" I quote.
wtf.
She proceeded to call my house phone, where only my ahma was at home.
(I bet she was damn surprised my house phone number was correct, since she thought I was such a liar)
Then my ahma doesn't come up to the second floor so she naturally presumed I was in school, so she told Mrs L*M I was in school la.
Then after that she went to call my mum, only it didn't turn out to be my mum cause she changed her number.
SORRY LA ! I DIDN'T KNOW MY MUM CHANGED HER NUMBER WHAT.
Like srsly. I didn't know.

Mainly cause she :
1) didn't tell anyone (my sister didn't know too ok)
2) is always at home

so why the heck did I need it anw ? Anyone who's close to me will know that I suck at memorising numbers & I always call home when I wna find my mum what.

Then I called her using my house phone after I woke up, cause my sleep got disrupted anw.
& It's damn funny can.
She asked me where I was.
-.-
"At home."
"Why is it so noisy in the background ? Are you outside?" (My tv was on)
"Uh. I'm using my house phone now."
DAMN DIAO CAN !
She obviously doesn't believe me !

Then she continued talking about how my mum's phone's number was wrong cause she didn't believe that I didn't know my mum changed it.

So fucky.

Then she asked me to call the number I gave to see who answered o.o
So I called lah.
Then no ans -.-
&She insisted I had to get an MC even though I haven't used the shitty parent's letter yet.
Cause she thinks I lying about being sick what. Just like how I lied about my mum's number
I'M A LIAR! +sobs+

But anw then she called my Dad's hp (IT WAS CORRECT, WOW! I'M NOT LYING FOR ONCE!)
Damn dumb leh. I faked my mum's number deliberately but gave my Dad's number correctly.
-.-

Then my mum told her I was giving a parent's letter & she kept saying cannot.
BUT THE SCHOOL RULES ALRD SAY CAN ALRD WHAT TMD. SHE THINKS MY MUM IS WHAT ? ILLITERATE ? fuck. Teach Chem great lah.
My mum was SURE you could give a parent's letter so she just casually said she would ask the principal if it's really true that you can't even use ONE SINGLE parent's letter.
In my opinion, I think it's damn reasonable to ask what.
If you don't think it's reasonable, fuck off.

So high&mighty Mrs L*M got angry lor -.-
As if it wasn't bad enough, she went to class and told everyone about idkwhatfuck!
Then she went to say that my mum called the school to COMPLAIN.
(confirmed by 2 3L ppl)
FUCK.
You see me bushuang, ok la!
You think I lie, ok lah !
BUT YOU COMPLETELY TWISTED WHAT MY MOTHER SAID & MADE HER SEEM LIKE A TOTAL BITCH IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CLASS.
YOU GOOD.
Fuck, if my mum was really such an unreasonable bitch she could hold charges against you for what you said you know.
Cause it's a lie & thus counted as slander -.-

My doctor see one time must 50+bucks one leh.
You think I as free as you ah, go polyclinic queue up everytime I'm sick.
You may be very free to call here call thr over one day of absence (Aiyah cause I lie ma so must call and check! -.-) but sorry hor, I not so free.
&Now recession ok! At home alrd got medicine alrd what go see doctor for what.

FUCK.
Don't believe me, still go make my mum appear as a bitch.
Good la.
Mrs L*M, so caring & lovely.
I bet now all the 3L people hate me cause you spent 30 mins (confirmed by 3 3L ppl) talking about me & my EVIL-COMPLAIN-QUEEN mum.

I can't stand ppl who are such losers that they go & talk about your parents.
People like these should just go fuck themselves.

I'm now gna take my own paycheck & gg to see a doctor to get proof that I am sick so that fuckface cannot say anything about it (and cannot say anything about my mum)

2009-01-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

1) I just freaking ate microwaved instant noodles.
Yeah I made them myself so I can't freaking complain but now I feel like puking. -.-
2) I STILL hate the class.
3) Tomorrow's gonna suck like nobody's business.

Everything is so bloody screwed.
I've tried everything people suggested, ie listen to 'floaty' life-is-great songs.
NOT WORKING.
Binged on cookies+milk (cause "ice cream's so million years ago")
The stupid cookie crumbled in the milk & gave me a cup of milk with !freaocasfking cookie bits instead.
NOT WORKING.
Punch Somebody.
unfortunately the only person who will let me punch him is not here right now, but he offered a punching bag as a birthday gift -.-
NOT WORKING.
Play dress-up games (wtf?!?!)
NOT WORKING.
Shout out loud at nothing-ness.
NOT WORKING.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Can everyone just freaking stop reading & studying, +urging me to go study ?
It's not that I don't wna read, but you think I understand what the bloody book's tryna say is it ?
Can the school don't freaking give us a common test on the 3rd official day of school ?
Can Mrs Lam stop insisting EVERYTHING must be in register number ? (including our seating which puts me right in front+in the middle & it's so bloody shitty cause I can see teachers with armpit hair.)

-.-

2009-01-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

23'Oct2008(:

This is gg to be a super lame post cause it's Sunday & I'm home alone bored with nothing to do.
+I'm having this conver with 3L people (Anzu, Char, Vanessa & Shayting) & they're all being kinda lame too :D

&Anw, I want everyone to know about my obsessions!

1)

TADAAAAAHHH.
CHIO RIGHT ? RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT ?
mine!
+smiles super smugly+
It's like, the first camera I've ever owned [:
Cause I'm poor. So I wouldn't mind if you wanna get me another cam!
It's a Fujifilm Z100 & the "Z" on the cam glows when you on it :D
Is it cool or what ??!?!
I was so obsessed with it that when my bag vibrated I took my cam out instead of my phone -.-
Teeheeeeeee.

2)

This is what I aspire to be in my next life !
White, a crocodile & fat without being judged :D

Okay. For people who don't know anything about Albino Crocs (Which would be normal cause I'm kinda sure nobody else goes researching about random crocodiles for fun), this is White Diamond!
See, even the name's cool alrd O:
There're only 10 ACs in the worlddd !
&He's thought to be the only Albino Crocodile in Europe & is 14.
Like ME! OMG OMG OMG this is so meant to be can -.-

Bleh.
If I was a white croc. all I'll have to do is sit there & pose for photos with my mouth agape :D
And I can eat everyone who pisses me off, &I'll be famous cause I'm rare.
Also, I would never know about xiao dou dou's & san guo yan yi's existence, let alone have to read it!
Yay.

Okay lah, there're bad points about being a white croc too cause I have no camouflage & it has a super short lifespan. &It can't go out into sunlight too often or I'll die.

...
Maybe I'll be a shark.

If you're really bored right now,
(& srsly I think you'll be if not why are you here?)
you can go check out the 10 most fascinating Albino animals! :D
The website is really cool.

This is really cool too :D
The monkey adopted the two tiger cubs. Awwww.
It's so freaking cuteee !
&The monkey looks so happy (:

Ok. I have no idea why I'm doing all these.
I should be googling the english summary of San Guo Yan Yi right now -.-

2009-01-04T00:40:00.000+08:00

Things don't change. People do.

Freaking changed my blogskin+url for VARIOUS REASONS.
Ahh whatever.
People with no originality can go fuck themselves.

Ohwell, it's alrd 2009 & this post turned out kinda late.
I resolve to only bitch/gossip twice a day.
However, I didn't limit the time :D
Whatever, yw laughed like crap when he heard it.
But shit him anw, he made me eat snails.
YAH LAH. SNAILS.
SNAILS SNAILS SNAILS SNAILS ~~SNAILS~~
+drops dead+
It was srsly gross.

3L was kinda ._.
Idrk how to describe it, but the class was okay luh.
So that means I was the weird one.
Blah.

In 2F, on the first day of school, I made friends like Lingxin Charlene YingYan Anzu Cheryl & HuiMin who made me LOL+YAY+ENTHU. I was happy & crappy & noisy.

On Friday I felt like the whole shitty school day was just a temporary arrangement & everything.
Like, it hasn't sunk in yet.
I'M A FREAKING SEC 3. ! IN 3L ! Which is isolated from everyone else on the 5th floor with only 3J & Sec2s !

Woohoo.

I know I should be thankful enough that Debo&Anzu + Melanie, Char and Vanessa are in my class alrd.
&Yah, I'm damn lucky cause 3L is dominated by 2F people. (:
And "Whatever happens, you'll still have your wonder-wall." (Awww ♥)
But I miss them hell alot.
Esp Lingxin & YY.
):

2008-12-21T15:17:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder why every time i blog it's to bitch about somebody.
But you know, sometimes people just keep pushing & pushing (the blame + everything else) until it's so bloody ridiculously childish.
As most people should know, recently things between me & this certain ex-super close friend called R*becca (i censored a letter to make it less obvious -.-) haven't been really smooth.

& Naturally, people may think that
1) It's Serene's fault.
2) It's my fault cause I'm being such a bitch about outrightly STEALING yangwei away from R*becca, as she so shamelessly proclaimed, or
3) We're just both being bitches.

1&2 are really kinda ridiculous. For those who still think Serene's a bitch or that I STOLE YW AWAY FROM R*BECCA (teehee), please go fuck yourself!
YOU GO ASK YW WHETHER I ACTUALLY DID IT LA!
GO ! GO ! GO !
Please leave & never come back, cause srsly, I don't mind not having stupid fucktards here.
(:

Option 3's actually kinda the closest, but whatever.
R*becca says I don't trust her.
Yes, I don't.
Did I ever go "R*becca, I trust you"
HAVE I ? HAVE I ?
No, which at the very least, doesn't make me A LYING FRIEND, even if it makes me a sucky friend.
I don't trust you, but have I ever not listened when you wanted me to ?
NO. !

"You need to be a bitch when the time calls for it, or you'll get bullied." -My sis(:

You claim that I'm bad influence cause I use the "eff word" (demurely put in your terms) often & obviously also for some other reasons you're not willing to share.

FUCK.
Just cause I do that doesn't mean I'm bad influence right! Not like you never use "fuck" before right ?
Have I ever asked you to steal/smoke/run away from home before ?
NO! :D
Other than using the "eff word", have I ever tried to psycho you into doing something else that will lead you astray ?
& You say God is tryna lead you away from us.
SO GOD DOESN'T LOVE ME BECAUSE "I'M BAD INFLUENCE"?
I thought He loved us all !

Bad influence. Teehee. I do homework ok.
& I'm not the one everyone goes arnd insisting is a "CAL". You are, my dear. But have I ever called you "bad influence" ? NO. NONONONO.

You say that I "hurt" you with my distrust in you,
BUT I WON'T BE HURT WHEN YOU OUTRIGHTLY PROCLAIM THAT I'M BAD INFLUENCE ?
Ohright, R*becca's DA BESTZXZX what,
only she gets all the attention. FINE!
I don't have a crowd of guys waiting to defend me, not like you what, sorry la !
I don't have a Shangbo to keep coming & hounding me & demanding to know "WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!" what, sorry la !
I don't shamelessly state that "Yw told me that he was the first girl he had feelings for", sorry la!

You know, when R*becca ADMITTED that everything she said bout yw&her was fake, & i asked her why she did it, she went
"cause i hated you"

ahh. What a simple reasonable answer.
That explains so much.

"TEEHEE. EH I HATE YOU, YOU MUST BE TRIPLE BREASTED! OH WELL, EVEN IF IT ISNT TRUE I SHALL GO TELL EVERYONE CAUSE THEY'LL BELIEVE ME CAUSE I'M POPULAR!"

FUCK YOU!
Last year I was like constantly on the verge of flinging myself off a cliff, any cliff available, only to survive to become good friends with you, then find out that you made my life A LIVING HELL last year cause "you hated me".

&You say that you're scared of me.
YOU ? SCARED OF ME ? BIG JOKE!
At the very least, I don't make up stuff about people cause I hate them.
So if you haven't done anything wrong, WHY FEAR ?
And I should be the one who's scared of you.
Cause when you hate me again,
WHO KNOWS WHAT OTHER FAKE STUFF YOU'LL MAKE UP ABOUT ME THAT EVERYONE ELSE WILL BELIEVE? (again)

I don't mind being hated for who I am & what I ACTUALLY DID,
I just don't like being hated cause some popular bitch is making stuff up about me, & EVERYONE BELIEVES HER & HATES ME!
+aWww. sHh0 s@ddEd+

Fuck you all anw.
Maybe R*becca will come up with some awesome retaliation about how I secretly have 3 eyes & ate her "EX-BOYFRIEND" yw for breakfast, & all of you can go believe her!
AT LEAST I HAVE REAL FRIENDS WHO BELIEVE ME, & WHO I CAN ACTUALLY TRUST CAUSE THEY WON'T GO ARND SPREADING FAKE STUFF ABOUT ME JUST BECAUSE THEY "HATE ME".

& One last thing.
I'm so sick of you & your little charade !
Stop thinking that every shitty little thing that happens is all ME & SERENE'S FAULT, like how Edwen got "angwee" the other day.
IS IT OUR FAULT THAT WE DISLIKE YOU ?
Stop being so happy arnd other people, then attituding & throw tantrums when its just us, giving us that fucking dulan face!

Oops. So sorry to everyone who wants us to continue playing happy families & "sort things out".
Things are alrd "sorted out", I just don't like it.

Waiting sincerely & patiently for your obviously exciting retaliation, probably with a post filled with blasphemy & lies,
YOUJIN(:

(I wrote my name big big to show that I am with a clear conscience & do not feel despicable in any way :D )

2008-12-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
THIS IS NICK. HE ROCKS -.-

Feel free to right click on his face & save this alright :D He loves you! He loves everyone!
In case you're thinking I'm being a big mweaniiezx ass &blahblahblah,
I am. -.-
I have no idea why the whole world somehow knows he's my cousin, &you might PROBABLY (okay, actually chances are slim) like him & whatever, but before you open your unwelcomed bigass mouth, I've known him for FOURTEEN YEARS.
14 ! 14 14 14 14 14 !
Nobody would know him better, unless he has been by your crib @ the hospital on the day you were born, going "hello, I'm Nick & I'm self-centered!"
Actually, now I kinda wished I got that warning. Dang ):

So I say he sucks. DEAL WITH IT, NICKY LIKERS!
As cousins, we DO have similar characteristics, like how we're both self-centered, but unlike him, I do not have the constant permanent interest to yakk about me, my school, my doings, my history & my life often.

Nah, I'm more interested in being a gossiping bitch & talking about YOU. & you and you and you you you.
HOORAY!
Bleh.

Not long ago.
Nickyzxzx : Hello, is anyone at your house ? I wna come & pass some CIP stuff to you
Me: No
Nickyzxzx : You're not at home ?
Me: No
Nickyzxzx : Your mum ?
Me: No
Nickyzxzx : So I can't come ?
Me: No
Nickyzxzx : I am thinking of taking your name out of the CIP list, since you are not the least interested & sincere in helping the less fortunate.

1) WTFAH IS THAT ? HELLOOOO, WHY WOULD I LIE ABOUT NOT BEING AT HOME ? It's not like I don't have better things to do you know.

I don't go: "Aiyah, I at home, so embarrassing, so must tell Nick I'm outside, so.... so.... I'll appear more popular! (?!?!?!)"

srsly. Does that even make sense ?

2) IS PASSING THE SHIRTS TO ME REALLY SO SO SO SO SO IMPT ? From what I saw today, some of the people changed there cause well, they have the shirts there what.

IS IT REALLY SO URGENT THAT I HAVE TO GO HOME & ENTERTAIN TO YOUR CIP-CRAZY NEEDS ? I personally think it's really redundant & unnecessary, and I do not let strangers into my house. So there.

3) WHAT HAS THAT GOTTA DO WITH MY SINCERITY IN HELPING THE LESS FORTUNATE ?

"I don't wna let Nick come to my house. OOPS! That'll make me a big asshole who refuses to help the less fortunate."

Nice.

OhOh, that's not the best part yet!

Later:
Me: OK LA. TAKE MY NAME OUT LA. I CARE AH ? TAKE IT OUT & JUST FUCK OFF MAN.
Him:

"Sorry la, was really stressed out* just now. (: Don't be angry (: We are friends (:"

**I wonder what's going on inside his head. "OH, IM STRESSED OUT NOW! YOUJIN MUST BE LYING ABOUT NOT BEING AT HOME! I SHALL ABUSE MY AUTHORITY & THREATEN TO TAKE HER NAME OUT SO SHE'LL BEG ME!"
Teehee.

Today -.-
Nickyzxzx : (He said this in front of everyone, causing me to shut up for awhile and just look like an idiot with my mouth wide open -.-) Forgive me la, I've always loved you (GROSS). I shower you with presents ok.
Me: Where got.
Nickyzxzx : Got. So many birthday presents...
Me: Oh really? When's my birthday ?
Nickyzxzx : Uh... 23rd of ....... 6th May.

& THE BEST LOSERY REPLY EVER:

(11:49 PM) N1Ck:

☮,♥ & icecream! -YOUJIN[: says:
cip pts are important and i can achieve good grades for my cca resume

(11:58 PM) SERENE:
YOUJIN DIDN'T WRITE THAT

(11:59 PM) SERENE:
you wna go ask youjin?

(11:59 PM) N1Ck:
anw pls at least have some respect for me

(11:59 PM) SERENE:
GO! GO ASK HER IF SHE SAID IT OR NOT

(11:59 PM) N1Ck:
and dun sow discord between us

You just have to talk to me for 5secs to know that I will never say that, right ?
I'm far more likely to go "WALAO I WNA GO SHOPPING DON'T GO CIP LAAA" or sth else.
Once again, Nick rocks.

LYNDSEY IS LEAVING AHS :(
That sucks, cause honestly I've been neglecting Lyndsey recently (but anw she got Ivy what) & now she's leaving.
LEAVING!
FOR GOOD ! ):
The people in her new school had better not bully her D<
ONLY I CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF LYNDSEY OK :D

I WILL FUCKING DE-BOOB/ CASTRATE YOU IF YOU DARE BULLY MY LYNDSEY. WHO ROCKS. & IS SO SUPER NICE THAT SHE DOESN'T MIND PEOPLE BULLYING HER.

Lame photos from Toy'r'us LOL.

This is so incredibly spaz that I would have NEVER IN MY LIFE blogged it out, but I realised this is the one photo that we both don't look posed & fake-smiling.
Lyndsey looks super happy here :D

2008-12-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

YW SHOULD HURRY UP COME BACK.
TO EVERYONE ELSE: I'LL BE A BLOODY BITCH FROM NOW TILL THE 14TH !
DON'T BOTHER TALKING TO ME UNLESS YOU SRSLY SPOILING FOR A FIGHT OR UNLESS YOU'RE SERENE/CEDDY/KEITH.

BYE, WORLD!

2008-12-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

TO A LONG & INTERESTING BLOGPOST! :D
(credits to vigi&kengLOYLOL for teaching me how to act-cute from 1-10. I forgot 8, 9 & 10 though, so here goes -.-)
It's the normal type of thing I'll label puke-ish so if you're not interested in puking then get lost! (:

10 9 8 -_-

spaz -_-

BEN&JERS CHUNKFEST HOORAY!
(That's how you kill time when you're working)

It was raining (thus I had to call home and ask my sis to help me shift my cacti in or else they'll die D: ) & muddy & hot, and Serene &i were pangseh-ed & alone, but whatever :D
we still had fun lor. YAY! (:

(Acting chio with sunglasses! -.- )

Half a peacesign.

We had our fortune told with a crystal ball & tarot cards too -.-

CRYSTAL BALL-ING
S: Eh let's go leh!
Y: For what -.- It's probably fake. I bet the Crystal ball's plastic, 5bucks, & M.I.C -.-
(I was probably right)
S: Go for fun la!
Y: Ok! :D

That's how bored we were initially ok. Cause the queue for the ice cream was DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN long.

&The tarot cards were plain freaky.
(my reading, at least)

Cause the Medium said normal girls asked bout love, so Serene &i did too lor. Then Serene got a kinda accurate reading while I got a freaky card ):

It has a man hung by his feet upside-down , & he's like dead. The card's called "The Hanged Man". Super eerie la.
Then following that the woman was just like:
"why you ask about love ? you don't even care la!"

wtfwtfwtfwtf? O:

Key Words for the Hanged Man Tarot Card Meanings

Yield
Suspend
Surrender
Sacrifice
Non-Action
Submission
In-Between

Introduction to the Hanged Man Tarot Card Meanings:
Just the term "Hanged Man" can be offsetting, and has a tendency to put us ill at ease. However, take a moment to look at our hanged fellow - he shows no sign of struggle on his face. In fact, the whole scene of the card is rather serene with hues of blue covering the card. The Hanged Man's expression is one of complete calm and assurance - not what one would expect at the gallows.

This is precisely the point. There is no expectation with this card. All expectations, along with all actions have been suspended. The Hanged Man is in a state of purposeful, complete surrender, yielding his mind and body to the Universal flow.

When we pull the Hanged Man card it is an indication that we may be "hung up" in our own distracting thoughts, we're complicating things, or we need to step away from something. This card delivers a message that now is the time to ease off from "doing" and simply be for awhile. When we withhold action for awhile, and just take in the events as they happen we allow things to flow more simply. If, on the other hand, we struggle, fight, and insist on control - we are met with restriction and road-blocks every step of the way.

You might've noticed that keyword up there: "sacrifice." This strikes some fear into many hearts, but there is no reason for fear. The sacrifice the Hanged Man asks us to make is in the form of giving up things in our lives that do not serve us. By suspending ourselves (thoughts, actions, emotions) we can gain perspective in order to identify the habits we cling to that hinder our progress. Sometimes in a reading the Hanged Man can be a message that we should set aside our own needs for the needs of others around us too.

So I'm a self-centered freak when it comes to love & wtf ?
Well, nth really caught my eye except for "In between". &The weirdest thing is that I'm ok with it ._.
& I dont really care about not caring :D

I've had enough shit for one night -.-
People should just know WHEN to get lost. Sigh.

2008-12-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

"All I want for Christmas is you...and you, and you - !" :D

Wheee. Now that I've gotten over the whole Valerie-Lim-is-my-future-classmate thing, I'm kinda looking forward to next year o.o
+the fact that Bobo, Anzu, Vanehneh, Melanie, Char & I will all be together :D

I GOT MY ATM CARD TODAY HOORAY!
People were totally unimpressed & -_- but whatever la.
My mom giving me an ATM card is like taking hell alot of risk.

BEN&JERS CHUNK FEST ON SAT! [:
At Fort Canning, yay!
Yw could have gone with me but he's gg to china TONIGHT.
D:
After annoying me today after cca -.-

Aiyah, HAN-ER aka "son of a mother" LOL is gna read this so I can't really say much anw ._.

AND FUCK EVERYONE WHO THINKS YW PAID FOR MY SINGFEST TICKET, HE DIDN'T !

2008-12-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

Went to work again today.
I got paid :D Hooray.
FINALLY getting an ATM card tmr cause my mama's FINALLY sick of constantly giving me moneh [:

Serene (aka Little Idiot) and I were broke&poor as usual,
so we had this:

Pushypop ! or ftw (fug the what :D) it's called. Bleh.
It turned out to be a total rip-off cause the mamashop guy cheated our money ._.

This photo is super LOL ok -.-
cause Serene was like: take photo take photo!
Me: eh wait wait i got sth in my eye!
-_________-

I think I was talking halfway or sth cause my mouth appeared super distorted ):

FELINES+ LONE JOLLY SHANDY BUDDEH! [:

Little Idiot looks goth here.
& We look like we're in some run-down place, which is cool :D

Tryna imitate Nick, but ended up looking bloody perv.

You know olden day shows always got the gu niang go hide behind this thing holding a fan one right :D

A quite-long-ago photo I dug out.
&stupid kebearry looks alright here so she can't say anything.
HAH.

2008-12-02T13:43:00.000+08:00

"okok, i'll go to his house, climb into his room and scream at the top of my voice to him, then i'll drag him to your house to wake you up so that he can msg you a thousand times, then you'll go shop with me (:"
-Bobo

I can go anywhere
But if you're not with me there
It'll never be enough
There's no place like us.
If I find the other side of the rainbow
Will I find that the gold ain't worth any price?
Cause if we ain't there for each other
Then all I got doesn't matter no,
It won't be right.

2008-12-01T20:29:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE SHOULD SO TAKE FLIERS! :D
I mean, if you can put in enough effort to raise up your hand, push the flier away, & shake your head super hard in a incredibly rude way, WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TAKE THE FLIER?!
It's easier & wastes less energy, hellooooooooo ?
If you smile politely & go "no thanks" or at the very least, offer a little smile in return, nobody will say anything right!
But ohno!, you must come & kp me like I'm the reason why your face jiggles when you shake your head vigorously! )<
& some guailan middle aged aunties will come & scold Bobo, then dig into her shoulders with like, razor sharp nails.
FUCK YOU, Stupid people who are rude to flier-givers!

knn.

I GOT A WHITE CHRISTMAS TREE!
that is bloody small -_-
like, knee height nia,
cause apparently normal people buy Christmas trees in mid nov so by the time my sis I went went most of the stuff were kinda gone .________.
But anw we still got some really chio plastic reindeers that my sis & i are gna paint black &stuff, so yay[:

Oh &keith and I apparently thrashed things out, so everything's ok i guess. which means I'll go remove the previous post later )+

WENT FOR CCA TODAY.
Everything was normal cept for after cca, where KengLOYLOL, Aaron, Horsie, Vigi, Claudia & I decided to randomly start a waterfight.
&thn i had nothing but a stupid sweet-tube thingy with BugsBunny on it (Jeffery said it was uber cool -.-) so i got really wet.
And we got tired of going back to the canteen to refill the water so we got it from the pond. LOL.
walao damn smelly la.

Vigi & I got 1.5L bottles from random people thr MWAHAHAHAHA,
but Aaron stole Vigi's & started pouring all the LemonTea-ish water on me la -_-
so in the end all of us smelled like 100+, mossy water, &Lemon tea.

Blah, whatever.
bye [:

2008-11-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hello. I spent the entire week with Serene. yucks :D

RANDOM MUGSHOTS THAT TURN OUT NOT MUGSHOT-ISH.
-.-
I was just sitting thr eating my putu mayam(sp?) then suddenly i went: "EH LET'S TAKE MUGSHOTS!" unglam can.

thr are alot more spaz ones but blah,whatever. go to serene's blog if you wna see them.
http://entertainthe-pain.blogspot.com !

The day i watched Madagascar2 with Dannie.
We went to Spotlight where I found the perfect hotpink furry mat! (k its not meant to be a mat but it'll do:D) but i still need money+someone to carry it home for me -.-
Before stupid LeonJinNIES starts insisting that we're his fan club,
Dannie's holding a "Q" not an "O" ok!
what OngLeonJin fan club loh.

Serene's hair looks rly nice here :D

A desperate attempt to look like Christmas party go-ers, with cheapo hat+hairband from Daiso, which Serene recently made me discover O:

Taken quite long ago(on the day i was fired!)
OUR NEWEST OBSESSION! lol. We esp took it at traffic lights so the bus driver will have the time to look up & go WTF! :D
Once this bus driver started smiling upwards @ us ok. Creepy.

SUPER CHIO LAH!

(:

We're in some man-made mist we discovered under the bridge LOL [:

2008-11-28T00:02:00.000+08:00

MY SON ROCKS [:

2008-11-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

Part 1: questions.
Part 2: answers.

1)You are not alone. You're walking through the woods. Who is with you?
yw ?

2)You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What is it?
A BEAR :D

3)What interaction takes place between you & the animal?
I pet it & it catches salmon for me xD

4)You walk deeper into the woods. You enter a clearing, and see a house, what is it?
Pretty & bright ?

5)Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Yes.

6)You enter the house. You walk in the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
Food & pretty candles, with nice cultury & classy laidout napkins :D
Shiny marble floor &... 3 dogs.

7)You exit the house & a cup is on the ground. What is it?
Old & made of metal? o.0

8)What do you do with the cup?
NOTHING(:

9)You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing @ the edge of a body of water.What kind of water body is it?
A lake

10)How will you cross the water?
Uh. on stepping stones ?

Part 2: answers.

1)The person who you are walking with in the woods is the most important person in your life.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA no.

2)The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of how you deal with your problems.

3)The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is the representative of how you deal with your problems.

4)The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problem.

5)A lack of fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcomed at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personailty. You'd prefer people not to drop by unannounced.

6)If your answer did not include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7)The durability of the material which the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8)What you did to the cup is representative of your attitude.

9)The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your desires.

10)The way your cross the river is representative of how easy or hard you expect your life to be.

2008-11-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

Pick your birth month,
Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you,
Bold the five-ten that best apply to you,
Copy to your blog,
Tag 10 people from your friends list 10 people: -.-

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and ~~highly motivated~~. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. ~~Beautiful physically and mentally~~. ~~Firm Standpoint~~. ~~Needs no motivation~~. Easily consoled. ~~Systematic~~. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. ~~Good physical~~. Weak breathing. Loves ~~literature~~ and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. ~~Hardworking~~. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

-I have no idea why there is no november o.o -

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

2008-11-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

HI :D
I've been v.v.v. (xD) busy lately.
so I'm not gna blog!
hooray.
I don't expect people to come to a dead blog luh, but i also dont care. [:
Apparently, thr are good stuff about being in 3L,
like (BOBO+ANZU)X♥ , Vanehneh!, Horsiiezxzx, Char, Zhengjun, Shayting, etc... !
There will also be other nice people, o.o .
like valerie (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2008-11-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

Q:why did you stop loving the last person you loved
A: neh.

Q:are you usually the heartbreaker or the heartbroken.
A: uh idk, but not heartbroken, hooray!

Q:what's the last thing you put into your mouth?
A: Tissue paper o.o

Q:state part of the lyrics to the song you are listening to now.
A: Face down in the dirt, she said this doesn't hurt, she said I've finally had enough.

Q:How is life going for you right now?
A: It's mundane.

Q:are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
A: Idk if he WANTS to know the truth.

Q:who was the last person that commented you?
A: DANNIE![: she said she did.

Q:regrets(?)
A: I regret coming to AHS. I regret not studying hard. I regret rubbing my eye. I regret ever meeting some people. I regret tryna superglue my giraffe back together. I regret joining cds. I regret always cracking my knuckles. I regret spending alot of money.

But ohwell :D

Q:what was the first thing you say when you woke up this morning?
A: You mean you usually say something? Like, you open your eyes and go "Hi?" o_o

Q:do you have a bestfriend?
A: No.

Q:have you ever hated someone,then ended up being friends with them?
A: Yeah -_- RR, Debo, YY, CAL, Pig, Yw, SS, aiyah, I hated alot of people -_-

Q:what do you think of people having pre-marital sex?
A: It's common what.

Q:do you own a pair of green pants?
A: Yes. (:

Q:ever had the opposite gender over at your house when no one is at home?
A: Nope.

Q:do you believe that what goes around comes around?
A: Yes. KARMA!

Q:what is your favourite fruit?
A: Avocado :D

Q:when is your first cry?
A: When i was born ?

Q:is your bestfriend pretty/handsome?
A: No best friend lah, stop rubbing it in!

Q:last alcohol you had
A: Nobody's supposed to know bout it.

Q:last beverage
A: Water.

Q:last phone call
A: Jinglei.

Q:last text message
A: Uh. My inbox is screwed so idk. LeonJin ?

Q:last song played?
A: Love Story - Taylor Swift :D

Q:last icecream?
A: COOKIES&CREAM with SSlove!

Q:last time you cried?
A: When i got back my Science Paper -.- great now i feel really stupid.

Q:have you ever dated someone your bestfriend likes.
A: Not exactly date luh.

Q:have you ever been cheated on.
A: no. but I'm not supposed to know anyway.

Q:have you ever bought condoms?
A: Yeah, it's in my previous post, YY's.

Q:is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what?
A: Yeah(:

Q:do you find yourself crushing on someone recently.
A: No. I just have INFATUATIONS (ESP FOR SS&KK&NANA)

Q:have you ever lost someone.
A: Yeah

Q:have you ever been depressed?
A: Like, really really? Don't think so.

Q:do you smile at strangers?
A: When I'm feeling :D

Q:do you have a good relationship with your parents?
A: I guess.

Q:what's your pets name?
A: I don't have one YET, but I'll have 3 dogs - A husky, a GoldenRetriever & a ShihTzu!
The Husky will be called Cookie,
The GR will be called Oddus,
&The ShihTzu will be called Wambo! :D

Q:were you happy when you woke up this morning?
A: No. cca day ):

Q:what is a fact about the last person who texted you?
A: Uh. Yw likes purple.

Q:do you hate the last person you kissed?
A: No. Else kiss for what ?

Q:what are you listening to right now?
A: I wanted you - Ina

Q:have you ever liked somebody but never told them about it?
A: DUH.

Q:what would i find if i look UNDER your bed?
A: My bed's on the floor alrd.

Q:last night you felt.
A: Happy.

Q:who are all the people you receive text messages from?
A: -_-

Q:ever been kissed in a car?
A: Nope

Q:you're being extremely quiet,what does it mean?
A: I'm really sleepy.

Q:have you ever kissed someone and never see them ever again?
A: No.

Q:last time you laughed?
A: Just now while watching HSM3 with JingLei, LOL!

Q:do you regret anything from the past?
A: Yes. See above.

I suddenly think that i've done this thing before. But I'm bored now anw D:

Name 15 people you have in your mind right now:
1) Danielle
2) Debo
3) Lingxin (I'm gna use your real name for once!)
4) YingYan
5) Anzu
6) Rebecca
7) Serene
8) Koek Ching
9) Yangwei
10) LeonJin
11) Raynor o.o
12) Cedric
13) Annabel
14) Singyi
15) Huimin

Q:have you ever hugged 1?(Danielle)
A: Yes. YAY!

Q:what's the best memory you have of 10?(LeonJin)
A: Him looking like a lizard :D

Q:why are you friends with 9? (Yangwei)
A: Cause he's singtel.

Q:what's the next time you going to see 6?(Rebecca)
A: TMR hopefully if she comes

Q:tell something juicy about 15.(HuiMin)
A: She's married to me [:

Q:what do you like about 8?(KoekChing)
A: She's really bubbly & likes linking hands with me :D

Q:is number 4 attractive?(YingYan)
A: She's the prettiest crocodile I've ever seen lah. & Rex obviously thinks she's pretty. (:

Q:what was your first impression of 7?(Serene)
A: OMG BITCH.

Q:how did you meet 3?(LingXin)
A: Debo, then 2F.

Q:do you think 13 can kill anyone?(Annabel)
A: YES. she's like damn fierce can.

Q:is 11 your bestfriend?(Raynor)
A: No. I haven't seen him in 2 years la.

Q:have you ever kissed 5?(Anzu)
A: I dont think so.

Q:do you think 2 has a crush on you?(Debo)
A: DUH. She looks like she wants to crush me can -_-

Q:what's the last thing you did with 1?(Danielle)
A: Talk.

Q:have you ever hung out with 2 outside of school?(Debo)
A: Yeah.

Q:have you ever slept with 5?(Anzu)
A: On the same bed yes. &She's a pig! :D

Q:do you think 6 is sexy?(Rebecca)
A: Yeah, esp in the hotpink cardi! xD

Q:have you ever liked 7?(Serene)
A: Duh.

Q:what was the last place you went with 8?(KoekChing)
A: Tm

Q:are you real close to 9?(Yangwei)
A: yeah quite.

Q:what kind of relationship do you have with 10?(LeonJin)
A: Stalker-Stalker relationship! [:

Q:would you ever kissed 11?(Raynor)
A: Lol no.

Q:have you ever been to a movie with 12?(Cedric)
A: Yah. class outing mah.

Q:have you ever gotten into trouble with 13?(Annabel)
A: ALL THE TIME. All her fault lah! & the D: chen lao shi -_-

Q:will you ever make a move on 14?(Singyi)
A: Maybe leh :D

Q:what do you and 15 talk about the most?(HuiMin)
A: People ~.~